2 Weeks To Lose!! :)

&& 2 weeks to lose a few pounds!! starting yesterday i realized that only 2 weeks of heavy working out and little eating will make me trim for the school year. a little more toned, a lot less fat, gonne be great :)

Yesterday- 1 hr 30 mins on elliptical, 1 hr 30 mins on bike, 30 mins of speed walking and lots of weights
breakfast- 2 peices bread
dinner- salad (with a lot of unwanted cheese :/ ((restaurant.. couldnt help it)), small peice of bread, 1 bite of tiramisu (yummmm it was So good!)
total intake: 400-500 cals

Today- only 45 mins on bike and 15 mins of speed walking, plus lots of weights
breakfast-2 peices bread
dinner-2 large carrots w hummus, 2 peices bread, fiber bar(bleghhh shouldnt have eaten that), and a few tiny rice cakes
total intake-450ish

tomorrow i dont work until 5, and i will be at the gym for many many hours.

now, for the WEIGHT issue.
lately, i have been feeling very chubby, like 120ish.
last night at the gym (only scale i can use) i weighed like 116ish
today i weighed 115

ONE-FIF-TEEN

wow. very shocking, but very pleasing. but again, idk how accurate that scale is. i go back to college in like 2 weeks and there is a very accurate/reliable scale there, along with an amazing gym, so im looking forward to that.

most of my school year last year i weighed around 105. at one point i was 98, and at another i was 114. I do not want to get to 98, because i got so much shit for it, including a horrendous intervention from 10 family members. i would love to be at like 112-113.

I doubt ill ever get below 110 for the rest of my life, but thats ok. Im 19, not 15.

I realized today that i have been wearing the same clothes (mainly jeans) since i was 14/15, or a freshman and sophmore in high school. now, im going to be a sophmore in college. and im still that same size, some jeans are 0, some are 2. they fit allright, a little snug, especially after i wash and dry them. i dont want them to be too tight for the school year. i dont have enough money to buy new jeans, anyways.

i decided that if any of my friends question my eating/working out, ill jsut say that my jeans are too snug and i dont have money to buy new ones, so im just trying to lose a few pounds. hahahaa. itll work, i know it :]

well, this has been a very long blog. i was actually contemplating having more food tonight, but totally avoided it by blogging. yippie!! :) hopefully ill be on the fast track to seeing some 2's and 3's in the scale reading! and you all too! :)

are you girls ready for school to start? is anyone gonne be in their first year at college? seriously, youll love it. i NEVER EVER EVER EVER would have imagined that i'd love it THIS MUCH!! its so fun.

some plusses at my college are 2 on-campus gyms, a great hiking/running trail, a humungous salad and fruit bar, which is all i eat from instead of stuff like burgers, fries, pasta, lasagna, pizza, fat, oil, and other shit. hopefully all yours have good selections like that!

k, im going to go see my friend who just had a nose job! ah! lol, good luck ladies. i will in a few days and leave comments tomorrow since i dont work til 5 tomorrow. bye bye lovlies

xx
megggy