Get outta here.

for the next few days ill be dog-sitting for my friend's dog. i think itll be great for me since ill be out of the house, and i can go to the gym for as long as i want and as often as i want without my mom questioning me. even though im nowhere near my super skinny weight-when i went to the gym twice everyday- she still just gives me this vibe every day when i go to the gym. and she'll say things like 'jeez, youre on that [elliptical] thing for hours'

what do i say to that??!?

usually i just kind of laugh and say 'duh, no im not' or 'well i love the feeling of sweating' or 'well i AM a distance runner, so this isnt really all that much to me'

wellll today was NOT a good day for me \. skipped working out :( was suuuuper hungover and had to eat bread and shit to absorb everything. i always eat a lot after the days i drink... nothing bad tho, like i had a lot of salads, fruit salad, crackers, popcorn, shit like that. so noooo burgers, fries, milkshakes shit, so i guess thats allright.. but still im kind of mad. i had time to go to the gym but i just didnt. i couldnt. i was so frickin out of it. and its only like 9 pm and im thinking of hitting the hay lol.

SOOOO tomorrows plan

-get up early to let out friends dog. hang there for a while.
-come home, change into gym clothes, pack up some stuff for her house (sleeping over there, too)
-go to walmart, getting carrots, bread, hummus, maybe canned tomatoes, other vegges, whatever ill need (any other suggestions, ladies??)
-stop back at her house and let out dog
-go to gym for long period of time
-let out dog, hang there for a while
-go to gym again
-go back to her house for the night

:] sounds excellent to me

oh and did i mention i got my period??? IM NOT PREGGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COULD not be happier :D :D :D :D :D :D

well hope everyones doin good. i will be posting the next few days.

i am incredibly determined to drop some pounds. INCREDIBLY determined.

much love
xx
meggy