Im going to take pics tonite and put them up tomorrow. that way i can really SEE what i look like. it wont be pretty :/ :/ :/ ......but that will make me realize, wow i need to GET my ASS in SHAPE!!!!!
today i went on a bike ride with my dad and he was like 'are you hungry' and i was like, no i just ate before this, and he was like ok then we rode past a fricking ICE CREAM SHOP and he goes right up to it and i was like fffffffffffuckkk and hes like "LETS GET SOME ICE CREAM." and i couldnt jsut be like no no no im not hungry because he knows my dirty ways of getting out of food. so i got a reg twist cone and it wasnt even good but it was huge and what the fuck was i supposed to do!!! ugggh god! the whole rest of the bike ride, i was like obsessing over it because im really trying to eat less but its hard. its so hard. i feel like i just always resort to eating no matter what. if im alone in the house and bored, i will go eat.
this needs to stop.
tuesday i get my gym membership and TUESDAY im kicking myself into gear and working out like majorly from that day on!!!!!
i will always find time to work out everyday.
i will focus on spinach, cucumbers, green beans, anything thats filling but like no cals. and ill religiously eat my 35 cal/slice bread!!
ugh
here comes my mom
g2g
xx
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Those soft-serve ice creams are the worst. At least you were riding at the time?? burning a bit of fat. ha.
Good luck with it all - glad to see you baaack.
Love Gem xx
Ok breathe. It isn't that bad. Like TryingShadow said, at least you were exercising at the time. I'm sure you didn't eat much/not anything at all afterward, so it probably wont be as big of an issue as far as your weight is concerned. And please oh please tell me where you found 35 cal. slice bread!
its okay, you bike rode right after so im sure most of it got burned up pretty quick. plus im sure that gym membership will so make up for it.
dont stress hun!
XOXO Sophia Ruins <3
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